Surgery

Well my seventh surgery in eleven years is in the books, and if you were hoping I would die; better luck next time.   Endometriosis and PCOS has a way of tearing you apart, one piece at a time. There is no cure for it.  They try to control it.  I think my body has had  enough of it.  And honestly I have had enough of it mentally.  This has been one of the worst recoveries I have had.  My body isn't bouncing back. I opened one incision already.  I'm in pain. I have three sick kids.  I'm stressed.  I'm hormonal.  I don't take the pain pills.  This was my first surgery that I have had unmarried.  All the other times, I was married. So now I do feel more financial stress than I have ever felt.  It's almost too much. But life goes on, so I get up and deal with it.  I will heal.  I will be ok. Because I have to be.  My body will recover.  My hormones will balance themselves out with only one ovary, at some point. This is a part of life for some people.  I wouldnt wish this on anyone though.  

For those of you that have messaged me, asking about me - thank you!