Buzz

Sitting inside Connor's project for school.  

Looking like Christmas!!

Lights are up!  I should have been a man. Lol. More photos to come.  

Buzz

Buzz is back!!!! 

Soul

I have always known that I want a job that makes me happy.  That makes my soul happy.  The last few months I have been doing a lot of soul searching, trying to figure out what I want to do.  I don't have a marriage or a man standing in my way; this would be for me and my children.  If you know me you know I enjoy children, they make me happy.  And each time I help with my children's school, rather on class trips or parties or whatever I feel something in me.  Yesterday wasn't any different.  Having a small group that I was in charge of, it stirred up those feelings again.  It makes my soul happy.  I use to be in school to be a teacher and I think that may be my "calling".  Photography is great and I feel happiness and even at peace when I'm shooting but I'm never going to be able to live off of it.  That isn't going to happen and I know that.  I need a job that I can live off of so I can stop my day care at some point.  I'll never be rich which is fine. I want to be comfortable (financially) and happy with my choice. So I will continue to soul search a little while longer.  

Yes, I'm rambling.  Even talking to myself.  

Sexiest Man Alive

Chris Hemsworth is the "Sexiest Man Alive"... Who were the judges for this?  They need their eyes checked, that dude is just ugly.  Next year they should ask me.  

Forgive

I'm a forgiving person. But not everything is forgiveable.  Lesson learned.