I have always known that I want a job that makes me happy. That makes my soul happy. The last few months I have been doing a lot of soul searching, trying to figure out what I want to do. I don't have a marriage or a man standing in my way; this would be for me and my children. If you know me you know I enjoy children, they make me happy. And each time I help with my children's school, rather on class trips or parties or whatever I feel something in me. Yesterday wasn't any different. Having a small group that I was in charge of, it stirred up those feelings again. It makes my soul happy. I use to be in school to be a teacher and I think that may be my "calling". Photography is great and I feel happiness and even at peace when I'm shooting but I'm never going to be able to live off of it. That isn't going to happen and I know that. I need a job that I can live off of so I can stop my day care at some point. I'll never be rich which is fine. I want to be comfortable (financially) and happy with my choice. So I will continue to soul search a little while longer.
Yes, I'm rambling. Even talking to myself.
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