The Truth

As I sit here and stare at my computer, words are failing me.  Things have been done that are unforgiveable.  Lines have been crossed.  There is no going back.  Right or wrong, there will never be going back.  At this time, I am not sure if anyone truly knows me, and maybe that is for the best.  Stay closed off, keep me safe.  I know that no one I have ever been with, ever loved me.  Loved ME.  No pretend crap. Just simple never ending love.  Maybe it doesn't exist.  And honestly I am ok with that.  Who needs lies?  Who needs fake? Who needs drama? Lies is a funny thing.  Once someone is lied to enough, they stop believing everything, even things from other people. Nothing seems real to them.  And then they start coming up with lies just to feel even, maybe even revenge.  Funny how that works. Fake is the same thing as lies.  Oh I love you, you are the world... then bad mouthing fake crap once your back is turned.  Drama, well lies and fake are part of drama.  So they go hand and hand. Eventually the truth will come out.  The truth has a funny way of doing that.