As I sit here and cry, trying so hard to hold it back. To swallow my sorrow. To bury my emotions. But somehow tears keep running down my face. So many thoughts and feelings, things left unsaid. Things were suppose to be different. But somehow things always turn out where I am the one who gets hurt. Maybe that is my fault. Maybe I am too loving and giving. Or maybe just unlovable. It's amazing what my heart has been through, and somehow it hasn't just stopped working. It keeps beating, reminding me to keep going. So now to push through my tears and regain control over my emotions. If not for my own sake, then for my children's, after all they are my heart, they are my world.
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