Me

After so many years, I am not anything to you.  Maybe just a mistake, like someone you use to know.  Funny how love can be turned on and off for some people.  I wish I could do that, but I can't.  You are still in my heart.  Maybe that is part of moving on, forgetting, or not caring.  Or maybe that wasn't love for you to begin with.  I am not the type of person to pretend to be anything that I am not. I tried that, and I failed!  I won't do it again.... lesson learned. I know plenty of people who pretend to be in love with someone this week, and oh someone else next week, or sleeping with this person to get this.. that's not me.  Never was.  Never will be. I am me.  The same me, a little stronger, a little less likely to put up with someone else's crap, but mainly the same me. I have a good heart, and I am a good person that has made mistakes.  I wish you the best with whatever you do, even though I am nothing to you.