Happy 5th Birthday!!!

I cannot understand how 5 years has slipped by so quickly!  It doesn't seem possible.  Today, my baby girl turned FIVE!  I can't imagine life without her!

 

Her party, with one of her friends.  The other one couldn't make it.

Her cake, made by me.  It wasn't perfect- wrong icing.  It tasted good though.

Her party was a Luau theme.

Opening gifts

Her favorite gift!

Cookie cake

A collage I made of a few photos

 

 

One Year

Well it has been a year plus a few days since my hysterectomy.  Let's just say life sucks!  I'm still having some bleeding, which isn't "normal" at all. My pain is awful.  I have a lot of other issues that I won't go into here. Hell, I can't even tell my doctor everything.  A hysterectomy didn't fix me.  If anything it made things worse.  It's like my body is angry and taking it out on me.  Maybe I should of taken my chances with precancerous cells.  What I do know is, something has to change.  I'm too old to still be in this much pain. The last few days I've had to take a pain pill at bedtime to get a little relief so I can sleep. And if you know me a pain pill knows me out!  That's why I can't take one during the day. Plus I hate drugs.  But the misery I'm in is ridiculous.  :( they need to find something for endometriosis and PCOS. I'm so worried about my young daughter.  Everything that I have is heredity.  And I know she will have these problems. It makes me sick thinking about it.  No one deserves this.  I see my doctor in a few weeks, I'm sure I'll hear the same crap all over again...."there's not much else they can do for me".   All I know is a hysterectomy wasn't the answer.  

OKC Pumpkinville

We went to the myriad gardens pumpkinville yesterday.  It was crazy busy!!  We had fun, but plan on going back soon.