Me

After so many years, I am not anything to you.  Maybe just a mistake, like someone you use to know.  Funny how love can be turned on and off for some people.  I wish I could do that, but I can't.  You are still in my heart.  Maybe that is part of moving on, forgetting, or not caring.  Or maybe that wasn't love for you to begin with.  I am not the type of person to pretend to be anything that I am not. I tried that, and I failed!  I won't do it again.... lesson learned. I know plenty of people who pretend to be in love with someone this week, and oh someone else next week, or sleeping with this person to get this.. that's not me.  Never was.  Never will be. I am me.  The same me, a little stronger, a little less likely to put up with someone else's crap, but mainly the same me. I have a good heart, and I am a good person that has made mistakes.  I wish you the best with whatever you do, even though I am nothing to you.

Happy 5th Birthday!!!

I cannot understand how 5 years has slipped by so quickly!  It doesn't seem possible.  Today, my baby girl turned FIVE!  I can't imagine life without her!

 

Her party, with one of her friends.  The other one couldn't make it.

Her cake, made by me.  It wasn't perfect- wrong icing.  It tasted good though.

Her party was a Luau theme.

Opening gifts

Her favorite gift!

Cookie cake

A collage I made of a few photos

 

 

Pumpkin Time!!!

We went to the pumpkin patch here in Shawnee last week.  It was tiny compared to last years.  :(   And I LOVE this time of the year!  Here are just a few of the photos I have taken.  :)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Not just today..

Always remembering the two that I lost, not just on today but everyday.

 

Miss you

This sums it up.... 

(I hope this link works) 

http://youtu.be/TLfpyC_xRTM

Thanksgiving Day

Yesterday we stayed at home and spent the day together.  We played board games, played outside, watched the Macy Day Parade, Charlie Brown's Thanksgiving, and the dog show, also had some yummy food!  We all had a wonderful day!

Parker's 1st Thanksgiving!!

New Game!

Little man's new game!!!  He was playing "catch" for about 15-20 minutes, over and over.  He loves it!!