My Journey (Day Five Post Op)

Today I'm five days out and today sucks! It's Monday so that means taking kids to school, going to Walmart, cleaning, picking up the kids, baby sitting, homework, etc, etc. fun times. Not really. I'm in a lot if pain today. I didn't sleep much at all last night. I feel lost and my emotions are out of control. I would never recommend a hysterectomy. Not that this was really my choice though.

Here are some pictures of bruising. I think I hate my doctor right now.

 

My smallest incision with the least amount of drama.

My worst one.  This one is black and looks awful!

Another one.  Yellowish green.

That is down my leg.  I can't show you the other parts of me that are BLACK!!! 

Belly button, it looks better than last time, but hurts badly.  Some bruising, worst inicion though.

 

Other parts of me are black.  I have never seen a bruise so big or black in my life.  It is awful!  I would think it will be here for a month of more.  I can't see this thing going away anytime soon. 

 

I can't believe what my body looks like.  It makes me cry daily to see it.  And then to know what I have been through makes me cry more.  Crying is the only thing I am good at right now.  Or being mad at the world.  I am good at that too.

Happy 12th Birthday!!!!

Happy Birthday to my oldest!!!  I can't believe this is his last year before he is a teen!

Having some fun!

9 Months Old!!!

Little Mr. Moody is 9 months old!  He isn't crawling yet.  But he can get to what he wants.  He does get up on all fours and rocks.  He also scoots everywhere, both on his stomach and his butt.  He has been doing that for a month or so.  He STILL doesn't sleep well, I think I am throwing in the towel on sleep.  LOL!  He LOVES to be held.  He likes lighting mcqueen, balls, bath time, and being outside.

 

This is what a shoot looks like with him!  He hates the camera too.  :)